Thinking and Thinking again

So guys, here I am. Between two choices, as I said on my post before. I'm about confused about what I'd decide for my future. Somehow, i've an obsessed to be a dentist, first, because, i really really want to be able wearing a bracket on me and someone else. I wanna be a great dentist which not always give a help for those who has money, but I wanna give them a help if they were really need my help, later on.

I was very inspired when I saw a television show that showed us about a young doctors which have been gave a  greatly contributed to devote the social, by helping those who really-really need helps. I wonder, How if I could be one of them later? That should be a great job. That was much awesome. Hu hu, really..

Second. I wanna make my daddy's hope come true. Yes, he really dreamed if- next there's one of his children whose gonna be a doctor. I think it'd be somehow nice, if I could make my dad proud of me. By making true his wish. But, eh, hello- Ya know, i was a kind, who scared of, bloody things. Errrrr. I don't like that things. Really! Ha! I don't like seeing kinda a surgery process. For me, that's totally awful. Blah. Huks. Byor. Hoek. So, How I could try to be a doctor? I've ever asked friend of mine, about this, he said, it's gonna be like that, for the first time. But, if you're trying to change your suggestion I believe, you'll get used with it. And, well, he's true.

Architect.

Well, architect was my dream since I was a little girl.

I love to see a house plans which usually brought by my uncle. Even, when I was in Elementary school, i like to try making my dream house plans. Well, though it's just a lil girl draw, at least I've a big interest to try it. I dreamed, if I already had a family, i could draw my own house plans. Design how're things and rooms on my home will be. Creating a great bedroom for my child. Had a personal room for me to work inside. Make a green and WOW garden, with pool between it. Make my own bed design. Choose as many as possible colors for my house. Sounds nice, really.. Hiks. But nowadays, I really had trouble with math. Yes, this's the ONLY shitty reason that make me so this hesitate and change my childhood aim.

Because this, I had a really crazy idea. How if I'm being both of them? Doctor and architect. Heard so superb. But, there's one question that haunted me, CAN I?