Her Name is Phyta!!! <:-D

Hahahaha, Hai! Night!

Ckckck it just really seldom, i'm gonna write a post about someone, and clearly write down the name of its. Kikikikk, I just not scared of anyone, because it just my best friend's name. So, I think i don't need to shame to write it down wkwkkw ;p

Well, here it goes, Say Hi all!

Her name is Phyta, emm sorry that's the nickname. Haha, well, she isNur Rachman Puspitasari. Ehhm wait I'm quietly forget, but, hhm i wish those were the right spell, hehe, Sorry sorry.. :|

Ehhm, i think, wait, i'll check it out. Just a moment!

Yap, I'm right! Hahay, two thumbs for me :P

Well, guess what.. 

Today is her birthday, but I can't give nothing to her.. :'(

At least, I have some, not some, but just one, hiksss, Sorry sorry :(

Even, i think it's REALLY NOTHING! Hff :| 

Well, I had a bad story about her. And i was the one who made it bad. I'm really sorry about hurt things I've ever made to you, girl. I just remind it again, and i think, I'm so wicked to you. I broke many promises. And I act like, I just came to you, when I need you. But, I swore, I never meant do like that. I like to be with you. You're the best of the best. You're the coziest deskmate, You're the one who always open your arm to I lay on.. :') You're the best listener I share for. And you always be next to me, when I sad, or lone, or anyconditions  Thanks... :)

She always gives me things that I never ask for..

and that was the main problem, why i started to apart from her, hhf :|

I just really don't like if I accepted something, and I couldn't reply it back..

It just really weird. But many thanks to you..

You always say..

.............."I never ask you to replay me back. Just accept it, I will  feel more happy"

Hm. Such a confused thing, right? That's why.. Yap, that's why.. THAT'S WHY!

That's the only matter, why I hurt you.

After all, I still considered you as my bestie.

But I just wouldn't if you keep doin like that.

But, I thought now it's all over right.

I thank, you forgiven me. :)

I knew.. Maybe.. Our friendship can't be like the last before.

But I feel, it's better. :)

I still love you! And You're the best!

Anyway, I still keepin your given duck doll. Hehehe.

It shinny brighht, yellow, at night wkwkwkw. =))

Thanks anyway!

Nyah nyah nyah hihihihihih, this one, called him, Spark! Yap. :*

Hello, I'm Mr Spark B)
I'm the cutest duck doll in the earth! :p

With My Keeper B)

P.S: Never late to apologize, bloggy. Better late, than never! Ok?
Sorry If my English really suck. I'm still learning^^.. ;p

Jogjakarta

Assalamualaikum!

Hi guess where am I? ¬_¬

Aku di Jogja lho sekarang. Sayangnya gak bisa lama-lama gara-gara Senin harus sekolah hu! Ga asik deh. Tapi gapapalah buat refreshing. Aku nginep di salah satu hotel yang deket Marlioboro, wenak eeeee.

Bentar lagi mau pulang nih, mumpung ada fasilitas hotspot ya sambil nunggu giliran mandi, posting dulu lah. Bentar lagi bye bye wifi soalnya ¬_¬ wkwkwk.

Sayang nih, masku gak ikut jadi berasa ada yang kurang, tapiiii hallaaah mek bentar ae. Hoho

Kemarin nyampek sini Sabtu pagi, naik mobil lho, ayahku nyentir sendrian lho, kaciannn.

Yaudah terus duduk-duduk nggletak-nggletak bentar nyampek jam 10 di hotel, jalan-jalan Marliobor deh. Kayaknya banyaak gitu yang pengen tak beli, tapi pas nyampek sana lho bingung dewe mau beli opo ¬_¬ Ujung-ujungnya yaaaa gitu deh.

Dan paginya hari ini, hari Minggu ternyata ada perigatan Kenduri, hahahah.

Ya ini dia beberapa fotonya. We giliran mandi dataaaang. Maaaf random post bloggy!

See ya.

Hayo ini apa hayo ¬_¬

Tumpengnya

Mobilnya sultan nihhhhh ¬_¬

Sultan Hamengkubuwono X

Adekku sama bendera Kenduri 

dari mas ganteng dan baik hati hahahha

Last Precious Day☹

 


"I don't wanna let you down.. I don't wanna lead you on.. I don't wanna hold you back.. from where you might belong.. You would never ask me why My heart is so disguised I just can't live a lie anymore.. I would rather hurt myself than to ever make you cry.. There's nothing left to say.. But.. Goodbye.."

Assalamualaikum. Hi!

Have all of you got blast days? Hhm, i pray for you :)

Well. I want to share with you about my-oh i mean-our mading (magazine wall huahaha), yay!

Which i gotta tell you first?? Hiks.

Then, well, actually you guess what! It has finally done hehe, unpredictable (hyper) :p I just feel like, random,when I got it. Quite happy, sad, lost, alloy, but i point i really will miss this moment :') Ok, last day we took up our magwal (Lol).. Me, Ngex, Nay, got home early than the others (hash! Cause shity-Ning-ups). We went to my home. and arrived at a quarter to twelve. At there, we did some finishing.. Ngex Sr took a rest. Me and Nay Sr, Relaxed and looked for some article. And Wow! We found many interested article :3 Haahahah thank you so much Uncle Google :p.

Half later.

We just realized we haven't got the way to take to PTC. Hrrr. It was completely damn and confusing--" And I got idea. (Eh gaenaaaaak pake bind aja ya!) - skip.

Yasudah aku dan mbak Ngengex buru2 bersiap-siap ke ITS, dan meninggalkan Mbak Nay sendirian dengan temuan artikel kami. haha maaf mbak. It was urgent, right? Ok, kita kesana naik vario pink nya Mbak Ngex (gaya jadi feminim :p) Dan.. Setelah hampir sampai di Sidosermo Indah, aku baru nyadar Oh good, aku ga mbawa dompet bahkan sepeser uang pun hiks. Aku pikir ah yasudalah, toh, semoga saja mbak Ngex membawa uang.. Miawwww. Setelah sampai di Sidosermo Indah, aku pikir lagi, lhohyaaa mbak Ngex ga bawa tas juga lo pek. Hhhm, firasat buruk mulai bergentayangan, akhirnya setelah di stopan selepas Sidosermo Indah, aku curhat ke Mbak Ngex. 

"Mbak aku ga mbawa duit blas pek"

"Kebacut! Lhoooyoo jancik! Aku yo ga nggowo STNK, SIM"

(Lampu ijo)

"Lhehhh.. Lhoo trus ya apa? Lha nanti masuk ITS kan pake STNK"

"Sek sek sms mas Ahong"

"(meso meso ngguyu ngguyu)"

"Yo ngene iki..ga sholat sek se"

"Yo gak ngono!"

..Ngakak bareng 

Oke, dan akhirnya, mas Ahong menyuruh kita ke kos2an nya mas Dapit dulu. Ya dengan menukar sepeda untuk sementara. Berangket deh ke rumah pekdheku. Terus, yaudah, balik lagi ke rumahku heheh. Masalah pertama terselesaikan. Dan apa yang lebih bodoh lagi? Kita lo berangkat jam 3 rek. Sama aja boong la'an tadi pulang awal. ahhhh nguk nguk. :O Hahaha.

On the way..

Mas David duduk di sampingnya mas Ahong. Aku, Mbak Nay, Mbak Ngex duduk di tengah. Dan.. Mas Tian dengan begitu setianya duduk di bangku belakang berduaan dengan kekasih tercintanya, tak lain dan tak bukan, sang Mading yang sangat legendaris.

Oke, sepanjang perjalanan rasanya beneran seru he. Udah mas David ngomong rengginang aja pake kemenyek jadi trengginang, haha trus aku sama mbak Ngex ngotot trengginang itu lak nama hewan se, dan akhirnya ternyata yang bener trenggiling dan trengginang yang bener itu rengginang ga peke T. haha. tapi mas David ngomongnya tetep ae Trengginang, njaok tolong.

Terus ada lagi niiiih.

Haha kan jalan macet to, habis ada kereta, lhah pas palangnya udah naik, motor2 udah pada berjubel, tapi tetep aja macet, lha trus kan ada mbak2 to naik motor, eh ngelirik ke mas ahong kon, haha trus tak sebarin ke seisi mobil, eh lgsg ngguyu heboh, dan ternyata ada bapak2 pun gamau kalah ngelirik mas ahong. Akhirnya kita nobatkan mas Ahong sebagai sopir idola abad ini--" Plok plok.

Mana mas Tian itu di mobil ngomong2 nya dolly dolly terus, Astagfirullah, aku kan masih ciliiiiiik x_x hahah. hhh, terus kita kan lewat kodam gitu ya, terus ada gapura besar yang kalo masuk situ mungkin nyampek ke tempat latihannya TNI gitu (mentus ga ketulungan) mas Tian nyeletuk "Hong, masuk situ suruh push up kamu" tak sautin "Lheh mas Ahong lak mu-suh" "oh iyo Hong, di tembak kamu" Mbak Ngex juga, haha yowes ngono. trus aku ngomong "serbuuuuuuuu" satunya "tiaraaaaaaaaap" haha. "Nggak nyampek PTC gatau lho ini ya" Ok deh saya diam bos.

Haha ya gitu, terus banyak wes guyon, guyon.

Terus mas David itu juga ngomong "Waterboom langsung aja Hong" aku "lho jangan nanti mas ahong ilang susah nyarinya kan banyak sodaranya sampingnya situ" hahaha. "Nggak nyampek PTC gatau lho ya ini" Ok saya diam lagi bos :| Terus Mas Tian itu ya pamer "Aku ini raja jalanan" eh tibakno pas Mas Ahong nya nglewatin jalan lain dia nggak tau hahaha. -_-

Akhirnya nyempek dehh di PTC, dan mas Ahong salah masuk parkiran huks huks. Jadi kita nggak bisa langsung nyampek depan sscc nya, tapi gapaapalah toh yang nggendong madingnya ya mas Tian huahaha :)) Sakno sudah puasa di siksa pula. Oyaya.. omong2 puasa aku awalnya puasa lo, tapi jam sepuluhan akhirnya aku mokel hiks godaan oh godaan.. :|

Nyampek atas ternyata belum buka, yaudah daripada nunggu di loading door, kita makan.. toh madingnya juga ga gede, sambil ngrapi2in dikit (oya ini yang dari sekolah udah ngumpul bareng, jadi ada mbak rara, devi, karina, mbak dita, sama mas Bayu juga) Sambil makan aku memprovokatori untuk mengiming-imingi mas Tian huahahah aku memang setan yuhuuuuu >:)) Ya gitu lah, terus aku Mbak Rara devi karina, sholat. - skip

Akhirnya pengumpulan sudah di buka. Gitu deh. Ngumpul sama anak2 mbak2 mas2 2D juga, ketemu unyil olive chiki sasa ayu yuan cana banyak wes saudara2 nya mas ahong juga bnyaaak huakakak. Pas mau dikumpulin kita doa bareng. Ohoooy. ^^ Pulang deh. Dan cerita masih banyak tapi apa daya badanku sudah bau gawenak gini, nanti kalian kena bauku waduhhh bisa gawat :P

(masih finishing)

(sopir idola wkwkwk)

(sabarrr Mbak Nay sabaar)

(ya gini ini kerjaannya mbak Rara :P)

Hmm, the essentially is we win or not isn't the recent affairs. I'm so glad, happy, proud, affected to can be with and know you all.. You all give me many new lesson to learn.. You all teach me how to be independent.. You all really draw a good line in my sheets :P Begin with an absurd relation we become a great and kind to each other :) We share, cry, worried, fight, struggle, create, make, joking, loving, wagging, gossiping ,hate then peace again, and many things together.. Maybe I'm too much say but it's the truth. :) Though, i gotta miss you all.. I really feeling loss you all last night, but it's better when we talked together hours later, we share our truth feeling, and guess what they said the same way and things with me.. Hiks.. :')

                                                                                  rizka  

Dedicated for: Mbak: Nay, Ngex, Rara, Dita. Devi, Karina, Ela. 

Mas: Bayu, Zindhu, Ahong, Dapit&the gank. So on. :)

Grow Up

Hi I wanna share a little thing..

But I don't know where i must begin the topic.

Well.

How about growing up?

Everyone's going up. And many things and changes were happening when we grew up. And as the time keep through company our growing's moment sometimes we don't aware if ourselves change into two direction that really different between one another. It can be better and worse.

Someone said growing up is when we got bigger, and another one said growing up is when we could be someone that more mature than the last, so how about you? Which opinion that more right for you? I think both of them are the right statement, cause.. We are not growing up if our body still like a 3-months-baby. Maybe some of us happen that tragedy, I wish no more.  And we're not growing up too if our behavior still like a kindergarten child. Hahaha.

And, who knows how long we will be life in this earth. Maybe we can laugh in the morning and we just used to do that in the evening. Cause life is secret just make it flow like the water in the river and make it shine as bright as sun can does it everyday and how it's useful to other people :) Like Ralph Waldo Emerson said It is not length of life, but depth of life. Shit i'm lost my main topic. Hahaha. Sorry reader :P

Haha okey, I think it's enough ;-) So let's full our growing up period with an useful thing and let's refresh our mind and back to the best. Let's learn how to against all the matters in our life with a mature and wise think. I'm 15years. And I must learn how to have a big responsible of all my promise and else. Cause i'm not a girl anymore Now, I'm a young lady with thousand stories and billion wrongs. And, It's a little matter to do wrongs in fifteen years. ;-)

With a huge respect, Rizka :)

About : Veil

Assalamualaikum. Good morning to all of you. Hope your day is well.

Hmm, well, today i'll give some my comment, my view about veiled/hooded (berkerudung)

First of all, Just for information Islam said that actually women in whole of world must use veil to cover up her hair. But nowadays.. I think of that statement has miss understood by many people. Emm, yeah i know i fault too cause i didn't wear a veil. Bur i think it's (little) better than the people who used veil but they didn't consistent to use it all the time. You guys are know what i mean?

Let's see. Now many girls use veil in their school, but they didn't use it when they outside school, maybe like when they went to mall, play with their friends, attend training, etc. Maybe, that's not a big problem, but that just one thing that make disappointed, and a view of Islam by other people is worse and worse.

Even now, i almost always see in Veiled girls's photos profile on facebook saved or there were photos of her that used veil, and didn't use it.. Rawrrrrr, even, their clothes was too much opened and looked like impolite one.. They used pants. They tank top. Oh please..whereas photos if they used veil!!!!!!! Argh..

Sometimes i feel so "gemes" to they who did like that.. How come?

If they were me, i choose, i will haven't used  veil first, until someday when i had feel sure, ready, and many things that support me to use veil. I'll used them. Cause when we wore it but we haven't ready yet, that's just too meaningless.. So let's assure your heart, mind, and of course your self first before you decide to use veil on your daily life not for your school day. Of course if you have used it since you child or wonted it from the beginning maybe it wasn't a big problem anymore. Cause use veil means we have ready to do all Islam's rules and duties. We ready to do all the attitude of being great Muslim, and much more, We ready to spread the beautiful of Islam. Bigness of Islam. and much means of Islam that other people don't know. :)

Well, just that what i'm wanna share with you no offense or main purpose on these post. Thanks for your come, - Rizka

Flying Without Wings

Everybody's looking for that something 
One thing that makes it all complete 
You find it in the strangest places 
Places you never knew it could be 

Some find it in the face of their children 
Some find it in their lover's eyes 
Who can deny the joy it brings 
When you've found that special thing 
You're flying without wings 

Some find it sharing every morning 
Some in their solitary lives 
You'll find it in the words of others 
A simple line can make you laugh or cry 

You'll find it in the deepest friendship 
The kind you cherish all your life 
And when you know how much that means 
You've found that special thing 
You're flying without wings 

So, impossible as it may seem 
You've got to fight for every dream 
Cos who's to know which one you let go 
Would have made you complete 

Well, for me it's waking up beside you 
To watch the sunrise on your face 
To know that I can say I love you 
At any given time or place 

It's little things that only I know 
Those are the things that make you mine 
And it's like flying without wings 
Cos you're my special thing 
I'm flying without wings 

And you're the place my life begins 
and you'll be where it ends 
I'm flying without wings 
And that's the joy you bring 
I'm flying without wings 

Dealova

karra,
maaf karena selalu membuat kamu marah
maaf karena selalu membuat kamu benci sama aku
maaf atas semua kepedihan yg aku timbulkan
maaf karena selalu membuat kamu mengalah dalam segala hal...
maaf karena aku selalu keras kepala
maaf karena telah membuat kamu masuk ke dalam kehidupanku
maaf karena aku harus pergi ninggalin kamu ..

terimakasih karena kamu telah membuat hari-hariku indah
terimakasih karena kamu telah memperlihatkan mata yang paling indah yang pernah kulihat
terimakasih karena kamu telah membuat aku memiliki semangat hidup
terimakasih karena kamu selalu menganggap aku pintar
terimakasih karena kamu membuatku sadar bahwa kita harus berjuang untuk hidup dan bahwa hidup ini harus diarungi melalui semangat, perjuangan, dan kemauan keras
terimakasih karena kamu memberikan kebahagiaan terbesar dalam hidupku
terimakasih karena kamu telah luar biasa menghadapi aku
karena telah mengajari aku untuk mendoakan agar org yang aku cintai bahagia
karena telah mengubah hidupku yg kosong
karena telah menjadi satu-satunya orang yang bisa membuatku mengalah
karena telah memberikan sesuatu yg selama ini nggak bisa aku kasih ke kamu
karena telah menjadi wanita yg luar biasa dan nggak tertandingi yg pernah masuk dalam kehidupanku

terimakasih ... karena kamu menjadi bidadariku selama ini
aku nggak akan ke mana-mana ...

My journey with beloved Dad♥

Heey, yesterday i followed my father to solve his work at Madura (you know kan he?) I went with my father (of course) and my driver, I went there at 7 a.m that was so early right? Haha, so bizzare! Lol! How could I get up at 7 a.m after suhoor? That just so impossible haha. Well, i'll admit to you how could i get that early..? Umm, actually after suhoor i've slept.. but 'cause a "tragedy"-embarrassing tragedy for sure haha, i suddenly woke and blah and blah. :p Guess what!? I made puddle on my bed :p ssssssst don't tell anyone. -_- I'm a messy girl, right? uuhuhu.

You know what.. The journey's times became longer than usual 'cause the traffic jams. Hu Thumbs down! haha. But it was okey, no big problems. ;) When i was on the car yeeeea, i was boring hiks. The signal was so bad ever too, so i had nothing to do here, except listening to the music errr pretty bored, right? But... Haha Blaaa! I found my camera haha :3 So I took some of photos by my self. And i'm sorry if it were pretty "unclear" -_- Wkwkw. Happy watching guys!! :D

I like this one, huahaha :P

Lalala, lalala, :D

Scenery, Someday i'll make one bridge more fantastic than that :p

Ups.!!!!!!!! hhahahaha :">

Please deeeh -____-

Then, after did many things and through the long journey. Time for break fasting came! Yahoooo! :D My dad commanded our driver to go to "Bebek Sinjay" restaurant hohoho. Would you envy with me? :P Before that, my dad bought me chunky bar and ultra milk too hahaha nyem nyem :p~~ You should be envy (wakakakak) Hoo, i also didn't forget to send a message for someone huahaha -___-". Err, the Restaurant was really crowded. fuu we needed to wait a moment for the sit hiks T,T hahaaha.

Taraaaaa!! Here they came nyu nyu, The "Sego bebek" :D :3 Upsssssss.. Don't drooling here OKAY!!!! Keep it in hahaha. Let's see together ~~~~ :P

Like usual i don't like the "sambal" so i gave it to my dad. And continued to solve this "riddle" hahaha. you know what it was so tasteful. But anway, i think the meat was less extensive than my usual ration wkwkw so bad :P (i'm a greedily one HOHOHOHOHO >:)) evil laugh.

Well, i think it's enough. Thanks for your attention all. keep visiting my blog yayayaya??? :p

Ultah Bapak

Daddy’s day

Hulaaaaaa, Ayah ku ultah lhooo ;;) 14 Agustus. Kalian ga mau ngucapin tah ;;) Nanti yang ngucapin tak cium lho gantinya hehehe enak kan ting ting ting. Seksek, selamat hari Pramuka juga yaaa. Ayo dilestarikan Pramuka Indonesia. Haha. (Gaya yok--) Hmmm awalnnya tak kira wah bakal ngerayain tanpa ayah nih, soalnya dia pergi gitu lhoo. Eh ternyata engga. Ayahku pulang ternyata hehehe. Aseeeeek :D Kalian tau ngga seh, kan pa tengah malem gitu ya, eh tiba-tiba hapeku bergetar hebat. Wow. Ayah mama udah berabe dewe gitu, di pikir “He sapa see tengah malem gini telepon.”

“Jaileh ternyata itu lho dari anuku, kalenderku. Birthday reminder gitu. Huaaa terus aku baca. Apa sih woy, aku nyampe kuaget, ting ting ting pas udah baca, wah udah 00:00 ternyata. Aku langsung menuju ke ayahku, yang udah mulai terlelap, terus tak bisikin dari belakang, Selamat Ulang Tahun ayaaaaah. Hiks hiks terharu pek aku hohoho :”> Aku yang ngucapin pertama lho, so sweet kan, baik kan aku hahaha :D berhubung puasa baru bisa ngerayainnya pas malem. Yaudah deh terus ya gitu makan-makan hehehe, sorry ya ngga tak belikan buat kalian. Kalian ngga mau ngucapin sih. Kikikik. Eh tapi pas habis udah makan-makan, ayahku mesti pergi lagi huaaaa. Ngga capek apa ya? Tak doakan selamat nyampek tujuan. Amin. Selamat berpuasa ya semuanya yang ngejalanin.

Rizka

Hai Fasting Month ;-)

“Yay!!!!!!”

Selamat datang bulan Ramadhan.. Belum sih ya, 2 hari lagi pek tapi. Eh sungguh ya aku tadi sangat terharu sekali waktu sekolah ngasi halo-halo pengumuman mau libur awal puasa, ya Allah, ak terenyuh banget pek.. ;) Ga nyangka lhoo, bulan Ramadhan tahun ini datangnya cepat sekali. Ya Allah syukur Alhamdulillah aku masih diberi kesempatan... ;) Ahhhhhh, beneran aku tadi terharu sekali ;) Tadi waktu doa aku langsung mbayangin suasana Ramadhan ;) Buka puasa bareng-bareng sama keluarga besar, hiiihhhh terus mudik, salam-salaman, tarawih, sahur, ya Allah semoga bisa lancar dan terus sampai akhir, Amin... Welcome back Ramadhan month, happy fasting all, yaaah i hope Ramadhan this year will be walk with peacefully and calm... Yaaaah, of course it must be better than before. Forgive me if i had mistakes to you!!! Rizka.

Why

Why? Kalo kita hidup di dunia nyata, kenapa kita masih harus berperan lagi di dalamnya? Kalo kita hidup dituntut untuk jujur untuk apa ada yang namanya kebohongan?

Dan kalo kita harus hidup dengan ada nya teman dan musuh, kanapa harus masih ada yang namanya muka dua? Kenapa kita tidak bisa hanya bisa menjadi satu diantara dua itu? Dan kalo kita tanya kepada diri kita sendiri, sebenarnya kenapa kita harus turun ke galaksi bima sakti ini, dan masih saja tidak ada yang bisa menjawabnya, lalu sebenarnya untuk apa?

Kenapa harus ada kebencian diantara cinta yang menjadi dasar dari setiap manusia untuk hidup berdampingan? Untuk apa ada kemarahan dari setiap kesabaran yang selalu kita usahakan dari setiap kekecewaan yang kita terima? Dan kenapa harus timbul masalah dari setiap pokok masalah?

Ya Tuhan, adakah yang mengetahuinya.? Aku ini kesepian. Diantara berjuta-juta manusia di hadapanku, kenapa tidak ada yang menyanyikan tiupan gembala yang mengusir dan membuang segala rasa kesepian ini? Kenapa aku masih merasa, kanapa tidak ada yang mengerti aku? Kenapa aku selalu di nomer duakan. Kenapa aku selalu dibedakan. Kenapa aku selalu tak dianggap? Kenapa harus ada besok, kalo hari ini sudah gagal? Kenapa harus ada kesempatan kedua dari satu putaran waktu yang tidak bisa di putar kembali?

Kenapa harus ada umpatan kasar yang menyertai di setiap amarah yang hanya ia lempar kepadaku. Apakah aku sebegitu tidak bisa berterima kasih? Pernahkah aku meminta banyak hal secara paksa kepadanya? Aku tidak tahu.

Dan, kalau besok aku tidak bisa melihatnya lagi, bisakah kau sampaikan padanya, sejuta maafku yang tak pernah kukatakan? Sejuta kekurangan yang aku sadari tidak akan pernah menjadi suatu benang lurus yang tidak akan patah walaupun panasnya korek api menyengat setiap bagian yang mempersatukannya. Dan kalau saja mereka tahu. Aku hanya butuh kasih sayang yang memberiku semangat dan motivasi. Bukan kata-kata yang membuatku merasa paling jelek untuk hanya mengetik tulisan seperti ini. Dan andai saja kalian tahu..

Setiap kata yang aku ucapkan hanyalah ungkapan rasa kesepianku yang nggak tahu harus dihilangkan dengan cara seperti apa. Dan mungkin hanya barisan huruf di keyboard inilah yang mengerti seberapa tidak adilnya rasa sayang kalian untukku, yang masih membutuhkan perhatian dan kompas untuk aku berjalan.

Dan kalaupun kalian tidak mau. Dan kalaupun kalian tidak akan mengurus aku lagi.

Love you sweetest Friends

"Teman bagaikan hari yang cerah untukku. Mereka hidup dan mewarnai hariku. Segelap apapun warna yang mereka tinggalkan. Akhirnya akan bisa menjadi sebuah gradasi yang cantik dan menumpuk anggun di ingatanku. Dan kalau kalian tahu, kalian bukan hanya sekedar teman, tapi kalian adalah sahabat yang aku percayai untuk menjadi pelukis di hatiku. Dan yang namanya sahabat itu hanya berbanding satu dari seribu teman." Halo he kalian nggak tau ta, aku lo udah mengarungi banyak samudera dan pengalaman hidup yang baru di SMA iniii, he kalian juga nggak tau kan, rasanya lo masih nggak ada yang bisa nggantiin kalian. Kalian gaj tahu ta aku lho lagi sedih banget sekarang. Beneran deh, aku kangeeeen banget sama kalian :( Ya Allah.. :( Kenapa ya? Se jahat-jahatnya kalian di mataku, se cuek-cueknya kalian sama aku, se gak pernah dengerin aku nya kalian, se ngacanginya kalian ke aku lo, aku lo gakpernah benci kalian... Aku pengeeeen benget ngontak kalian... Tapi aku takut he... Aku takut ngganggu, aku takut kalian kacangi, aku takut aku garing gatau mau ngomong apa sama kalian... Tapi lo gak ada pek seharipun di kelas yang aku gak kangen kalian.. Gak ada hari yang aku nggak mbanding-mbandingin temen baruku sama kalian.. Nggak ada yang sama kayak kalian... Kenapa ya? Aku nggak jahat kan? Aku kangen kalian he... Kangen satu sekolah sama kalian... Kangen kalian kacangi, kangen kalian hibur, kangen kalian guyoni, kangen sama kebaikan kalian :( Kangen sama pengertian kalian.. Ya Allah,... banyak banget daftar listku buat kangen sama kalian :( He maaf ya... :( Kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen! Kalian apa kabarnya he? :) Eh aku takut pek, kalo aku bakal sering ngerasa kesepian gitu lhooooooooo he kalo di sekolah, gimana ya enaknya? Hmmmm :O

Eh, eh kalian yang baik opo'o rek sama aku. Masak aku pengen ngajak ngomong ato guyon, mesti udah diliatin yang nggak enak gituuu, emang aku ada salah ta? Atau emang mukaku yang penuh gaya :( Haduh maaaafff ya he kalo ada salah. Aku lo pengen kenal sama kalian. He aku lo kesepian pek, rasanya lo jaraaaanggg gitu kalian yang sehati sama aku -_- :O :( Kadang malah gak dihirauin blas. Malah ada yang kayaknya gak mau gitu tak ajak ngomong. Gak direspon. Hi jahat yaaaaaa :O He melas ya Aku :P Gak wah aku gak semelas itu kok :D Itu kan biar kalian nggak jahat sama aku ;) Hehe

Ehm..

What do you think about your life? ;) What i'm gonna answer it, maybe like this. My life is maybe not as perfect as i'd dreamed at all. But, i made it perfect as how far i feel it perfect. And... My life is perfect even you said, "hah? You say that perfect?" hey my sight isn't same with you, and what i'm gonna tell you is.. My life is mine. And your life is yours. And.. Even you're pretending to me that your life is more perfect than mine, i doubt that i'll say yes then. You know?

Life live, is how you fill it with your comfortness to fall inside it... How you grow peace around you life equipment... And, How you can love each other purely without any reason, it's must be born naturaly... :-) Cause life live isn't about your self, but it means you and they. Life is can be selfish when it needed. But you must be spend more time to learn company with one another. Peace is life. And... Love is peace. ;]

Why I really miss it?

Ya Allah.. Aku tiba-tiba kangen sama semua ini.. Bener-bener pengen kembali ke masa-masa ini.. Kapanpun itu akan terjadi, I'll wait Ya Allah.. You guys are rock :) I won't forget all of you.. Aku sayang banget sama kalian.. :'(

SD kelas 6 "Hari Terakhir"

Habis liat film apa ya? Pokoknya kita duduk paling belakang, aku paling pojok, sampingku kosong hiiiii. Terus kita main naik bianglala lho "Delta"

Makan bareng "Mie Pitik"

Persiapan Bazar untuk Open Air with 7D "We finish it"

Phyta, Vinni, Fina, Devi, Alyssa, Rizka, Rosi,Salsa "We tried to make something"

Open Air "Ultraman"

Foto perpisahan di Jonas "DINO"

Nonton bareng DINO "Drag Me to Hell, yeah I mean it"

Buka Besama&&Reuni anak DS8 "The Wind Firming Up Us"

Foto Buku kenangan Mecil "The kawaiers"

Risna, Olive, Aku "Love You till End"

Akhirnya Dapet Sekolah

And here what I get :)

Gak jelas ya tulisannya? Hmmmm.

Aku keterima di Smada akhirnya... Gak sesuai harapan sih sebenernya... Tapi, terus ayahku mamaku kasih semangat dan wejangan banyak... Yaudah finally aku ucapkan "Alhamdulillah" aduh maaf Smada ehehe. Kata ayahku sih, udah bagus mbak, okee... Kamu cuman gak kebantu sama nilai UNASmu... Yaudah gakpapa, kataku mbatin... Emang sih deh ya kayaknya... Kata ayahku coba nambah dikiiiiit aja mungkin bisa di Smala... Tapi aku tau dari nada bicaranya, ayahku juga sedikit kecewa hmmm... Eman lho reeekkkk, nilaiku beda 1 poin sama nilai terendahnya smala... tapiiii bedanya 80 orang, hahaha sama aja jauh ya :P

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Buat yang keterima di Smala, selamat yaaaaaa, aku ikut seneng deeeeeh :) Yang di Smada juga, wah bakal satu skolah dong hehehehe, yang buaik ya sama aku :P Oyaaaa, ehhh ni ada nabati mau tak ajakin tuker sekolahan huahahah, dia pengen smada aku pengen smala, tapi jadinya kebalikan, nakal ya nabati ini lho! cari yang namanya kayak nabati huahahauahau -___-

Terus ada lagi nihhhhh yang lucuuu. Aku sesekolah lagi deh sama Bella, huahauha, dari SD, SMP udah satu kelas, semoga SMA nya engga deh (jahat T.T piss miiiii :P) Bercanda kok. Nih liat nih yang lebih lucu, urutan kita atas bawah! Huahaha, lucuuu deh. Katanya mamanya Ivan " jodoh" hehehe. Enggak deh yaaaa nanti aku dimarahin Gladi (padahal ga kenal :p awas aja berani marahi akuuuu yeeeee :p) Nih buktinya nihhhhh -___-

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Akhir kata dari sayaaaaa, kalo memang SMALA bukan jodohku , bukan takdirku, ya okleah, mulai detik ini aku sudah menerima hhhmm. Mungkin memang bukan takdirku.. Dan mungkin smada lah yang terbaik buat aku ;) So, VIVA SMADAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!